My dear, are you losing your way

I'm the mayfly,
fly in this summerly sky

I'm following my dreams,
dazed and joyful I know all the things will be disillusioned

Maybe one day
I will be in blossom in this summerly sky
I will be the most beautiful firework
Then Disappear into the night
Forever

By hinoto
2002.06.03


When I was 20~22 years old, I was very different from now.
I had the experience when I was 20, something liked illicit detain by my classmates. Of course I had no idea at that time and I became to very sad.
But maybe it was a good thing for my life.
Everyone needs some big change, no matter it is good or bad. In fact, when it have happened, no one would remember it in the future except youself. So do not remember bad thing for too long time. It will make you unhappy.
Sometime we just lose our ways.
To find a new way to back to the place we have been wrong way is not easy, but we also could not back to the start line.
To find a new start, to find something could make you happy.
I think it is the most important thing to find your own happiness.


I have something let me be happy.
A small, small happiness.
Yes, I will be ok because I`m so tough.